Wednesday, April 28, 2010

My life getting more and more obstacles... Must have determination and perseverance !

When you happy, I feel happy

When you sad, I feel sad

When you smile, I will smile

When you feeling alone, I will accompany you throughout day and night

I miss you

I miss your lips

I miss your voice

I miss the way how you call me everytime

Every night, will see your photos before I sleep.

I waiting for your call

I waiting for your message

From my bottom of my heart, I love you deeply

I don't wanna lose you cause I loves loves you

I love you ! I miss you ! I love you ! I miss you damn lots till infinity !




zhen danced till dawn at 2:01 AM

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Who can understand how I feel ?

I really can't make it !

Why can't you all understand ?

Keep forcing me !

I really can't stand it !

My decision is very clear I want to leave !

If no interest no point trying !

I'm old enough to know what I want !

I know what I want for my future !

Interest gone means gone !

I don't want just go for the sake of going !

Really breakdown !

Just want to make my own decision without telling !

zhen danced till dawn at 12:48 AM

Monday, April 26, 2010

I really cherish you and our relationship !

This few days, really sucks my mood is damn fucking bad mood !!!

You bring me your love, sweetness, smile !

YOUR EVERYTHING MEAN A LOT TO ME !!!

This few days, without you my mood really changed

Everyday, morning, afternoon, night and midnight

Keep waiting for your msg and calls no matter how late.

Just a few seconds hear your voice, I already will be very happy !

Can't get to sleep just drink and force myself to sleep , when the moment I opened my eyes with tears.

Cause I dont wanna lose you !

I really miss you lots !

I LOVES YOU DEEPLY WITH MY HEART AND SOUL !!!

16/02 I wont forget this date !

zhen danced till dawn at 12:18 AM

Sunday, April 25, 2010

haiz.. sigh !!!

had a great talk with my coach yesterday !

zhen danced till dawn at 4:06 PM

Tuesday, April 20, 2010



zhen danced till dawn at 11:57 PM

Am I suitable ?

Did I choose wrong path ?

What am I suppose to do ?

Carry on ? Stay on ? Give up ?

What can I do ?

Sigh !!!

My bro tell me what am I suppose to do ???

zhen danced till dawn at 11:54 PM

Sunday, April 18, 2010






zhen danced till dawn at 12:20 AM

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Had a great time with you this two days !!! Loves

My hands is getting worse and worse !!! sigh !!!

I don't even dare to hold your hand ! Cause I scared will spread to you !!! sigh !!!

LOVES YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH !!! : )

zhen danced till dawn at 11:44 PM

Lack of confidence in myself ???

Can I be a successful person ???

Monday school starts, can I make it ???

Who knows ??? maybe my bro will know !!!

Sigh !!!

zhen danced till dawn at 11:39 PM

Friday, April 16, 2010

I don't wanna lose you !

I just want to be with you !

Wanna be with you !

Memories with you always kept in my heart !

我会做到最好!!!

因为我爱你!!!

zhen danced till dawn at 12:41 AM

My timetable for week 1 to 4 till 12pm ! but sure got assignments need to be complete !!!

Stress coming !!!

Who can understand ??? only my bro !!!

from week 5 onwards will be damn packed. ! sigh !

Who can help me ???

PAIN PAIN PAIN !!!

Suddenly, my gastric so pain can't get to sleep.. sigh !!!

Went to nafa today, cool !!! I like the environment there so relaxing !!!

LOVES YOU SOOOOO MUCH !!!

I'm SOOOOOO MISSING YOU NOW !!!!

zhen danced till dawn at 12:31 AM

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Sorry to let you worry about me ! I'm so sorry I promise I won't do it again !

Cause I don't wanna lose you !

Hope you like the surprise that I had gave you and wear it whenever you go !

I love you so much

You are always my LOVES !!!

I will start to busy when school starts, haiz.. can't meet often already :(

I will make use of this coming week !

Loves !!!

zhen danced till dawn at 12:21 AM

Friday, April 9, 2010

我是一个很矢败在爱情的人!

我的心真的很痛很痛,

我对你的爱是百份百,

我一整夜在等你..

我直想开开心心的在一起..

不想矢去你,因为我知道一但矢去你,

我的心会想玻璃碎一片一片的碎..
你是我的阳光!

你一直都在我的心里

和你在一起的时侯, 我感觉到真爱!

因为我爱的人是你, 直有你!

520! Colourful ! I Love You !

你看到了吗???

zhen danced till dawn at 1:44 AM

Friends are gift, that aren't put in boxes or wrapped,

They are gifts we give to ourselves,

They are more precious than any gift,

They are more precious than the rarest gems,

They sparkle in our lives,

Trure friendship lives always,

True friends will be there for you in your darkest hour,

True friends will sacrifice it all for there friends,

Friendship is as powerful as family and love

True friends live thru it all

Even death

For friendship is a gift that lasts forever.

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zhen danced till dawn at 1:38 AM

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

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zhen danced till dawn at 4:04 PM

Practising photoshop !!!

Cough !!! haiz..

Never get to sleep yesterday, I only slept for 4 hours cause thinking and worry about you since yesterday...

Keep calling your phone and text you..

No reply..

真的很担心你, 因为我爱你 ..
你的一举一动, 让我更爱你..
昨天 那一瞬间, 我真的很慌..
不知不觉, 眼泪流了下来..

我一直问我自己,为什么我不是一个很完美的情人?
我要做的更好, 让你过辛福快乐的日子..
我不能没有你, 因为我真的爱你..

我很想给你所有的快乐,别人不能给的..
我想每天给你惊喜...
直要你开心,快乐,辛福和我在一起
我就很开心..

为你而哭,
为你而笑,
因为我心里只有你!!!









zhen danced till dawn at 3:14 PM

Sunday, April 4, 2010

I always yearn to come to you,

be with you,

connect with you,

unite with you,

merge with you,

I always love to nurture you,

nourish you,

meet your needs,

feed your hungers.

I will always cherish you,

treasure you,

adore you.

I always want to be yours,

ALWAYS !!!

zhen danced till dawn at 10:32 PM

My thoughts of you are like raindrops on flowers..

My thoughts of you are like rainbow at a splashing waterfall..

My thoughts of you are like full moon shining through a cloudy night sky..

No matter what wonders my eyes have seen,

Nothing compares to the beauty I see

When I look at you.

My love for you is beautiful..

zhen danced till dawn at 10:28 PM

I just want A ROOM ! is that so difficult !!!

Sigh ! People can have their own room why can't I ???

Why I had interest on certain things, sure will get objected by others ???

I just want to have my own aim and goals in my life. Why must get objected ???

Haiz..

This two days, had a great time with you* LOVES

Tml start to work again !!!

Can we meet after work ???

YES OR NO ???

zhen danced till dawn at 10:13 PM

Friday, April 2, 2010

Disappointed in myself !!!

Why I must be the one not other people !!!

FUCK !!! Damn fucking disappointed in my myself !!!

My aim is just want to get normal grade, but now haiz..

FUCKING disappointed and blame myself !!!

Should I carry on ???

zhen danced till dawn at 4:57 PM