Monday, November 30, 2009
Woah lao ! Later working and I can't find a replacement cause I can't work today I need to do my assigments for this wed presentation still haven do finished and its very rush need to write 3 essays with good grammar plus powerpoint, reference list and critcial reading list.. I'm DEAD !!! this time really don't need to sleep.. haiz :(
Should I give up either one ???
Block teaching is damn rush and pissed off. Lots of stuffs need to be done within 1 month. Lack of sleeping time and becoming more and more tiring.
Who can understand how I feel ? haiz..
zhen danced till dawn at 1:25 PM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Tml need to let my lecturer see my collage, descriptive essays and point form outline of expository essays. Now only left 2 to complete, later still need to do.
Get sick and tiring in my life, everything seems to be complicated.
If can, I rather sleep for my whole life....
Hold back my feeling..
I just want to keep it to myself..
zhen danced till dawn at 7:50 PM
This few days, there's no lessons for me from Monday to Wednesday. This week, I worked Monday, Tuesday and Friday. Monday and Tuesday worked till 7pm, Friday work till 530pm after that going for steamboat. WHOA !!! But scared later I eat will have diarrhea.. hahahhaha !!!
Monday, just ate TCC after I end work my bro came my working place and we ate TCC cause I had $30 vochers I ordered sandwhich and she ordered pasta together only paid $1.35 only.. hahaha but i still ordered classic chicken pie. After we ate finished, we heading down to CR TCC and find ky and yk studied at there awhile, waited for ky to knock off from work after heading to my bro house and study again doing my collage for COMDI this is my first time doing collage my bro recommand me to use PISCASA 3 to do collage is my first time using that.
At first, don't really know how to do but try to figure out and asked my bro. hahaha..
zhen danced till dawn at 7:37 PM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Bro, study hard and study smart ! Waiting for you to help me take photography for my profile album ! I believe you can do it ! thanks ya ! hahahah
zhen danced till dawn at 4:37 PM
I'm being so stupid and too naive just simply get tired and sick of everything !
Just wish to be alone no love no nothing.. That's all..
zhen danced till dawn at 4:29 PM
Finally, I had ended e last module product visualisation during that period of time really lack of time sleeping. Need to stay out late and do e rendering for 2 assignments on A2 size board and marker paper plus using pastels during that time, I really damn stressed out and pissed off with a lot of stuffs plus need to worry about my assignments.
Currently now having 2 modules at e same time need to do 4 projects one is Communication Design Ideas and Materials & Process. For COMDI, need to write essays regarding of design ideas, design icon and context for that particular products. As for materials & process need to know a lot of materials e properties of e materials a lot of stuffs need to learn and know is a must for a product designers to know all about e materials.
Monday and tuesday, went to SSDC for theory lessons at evening time till nitex.
Yesterday after my theory lessons, meet yn at yck mrt first before heading down to ys and meet my bro n yk having dinner at there, after eating we slacked at nearby place which near e coffee shop took a lot of photos. BRO MUST UPLOAD AT FOTOLOUGE ya !!! hahah..
Slacked ard 11 plus nearly 12 heading back home, went to my bro house and study. Today, morning then I reached home intend to wake up early but I overslept ard 640 den wake up leave my bro house and back to home and change prepare for school. Late for 9am lessons ard 920 den reached..hahaha
zhen danced till dawn at 4:08 PM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Damn fucking pissed off and stressed with money issue !!! Plus studies.. FUCK !!!
Keep quarrelling.. FUCK !!!
Just wish that, I never born in this world ! Fucking sianz..
zhen danced till dawn at 10:50 PM
Now in school, I already did my assignment 3 in a4 size paper first asked my friend to scan it and still need to use photoshop and do rendering this fri is e submission date.. For assignment 2, still need to edit before e date due.
All my classmates, feeling stress and tired and our schedule is very packed everybody stayed up late and do their assignments. WE CAN DO IT !!!
Ystd went to my bro house and do my assignment till I can't tahan plus my having headache, by right I want to take a rest my bro wake mi up but in e end I fall asleep cause very tired and headache.. I ard 5 plus morning went home and sleep awhile heading to school.
This week, is free & easy no lessons but my lecturer will guide us for our assignments.. STRESS !!!!
Nobody will know how I feel and nobody know what am I thinking ..
zhen danced till dawn at 1:48 PM
Hate and blame myself so much !!! Really wish to forget abt you but.. haiz.. :(
I'm a damn stupid and foolish person in this world..
BRO, drink coughing syrup ya .. MUST DRINK HORZ !!!
TAKE CARE !!!
zhen danced till dawn at 12:28 AM
Ystd went to my bro house and do my assignment before that we went to ate tao huay.. hahahaha.. completed half of my assignment 2 only left e background still need to render still thinking which colour shld I use ??
Stayed at her hse till today afternoon 3 plus then she heading to work and I went to popular helped her buy highlighter at bras basah, need to rushed home cause meeting yn and kl at bishan going pw 21st bdae celebration.. Guess what I'm late !! hahahah
PW hope you will enjoyed ur 21st bdae celebration and e present that we gave you ! Took a lot of photos rmb to upload on facebook ya.. hahhah
HAPPY ADVANCED BDAE !
Haiz.. Nowadays really broke keep owning ppl money last time I won't own ppl money what's wrong with mi ??? :( Spend really a lot even my parents start to nag at me keep asking me what did I spend ? I don't even dare to told them what I spend if they checked my bank sure will asked me why my few hundred bucks gone so easily.. haiz :( I don't wish to disappoint my parents : (
Still need to spend for my materials :(
Really PISSED OFF AND STRESSED OUT CAUSE OF MONEY !!! Get tired and sick of it !!
Every night, just want to have a gd rest but can't
Cause of you, I did a foolish thing :(
I used up all of my savings cause of you :(
Even till now, I wish to forget but I still can't
Am I a fool ?
Don't have courage anymore..
In front of others, I can act like I don't care but I can't lie to myself..
:(
zhen danced till dawn at 12:11 AM
Just reached home back from school, later still need to work 530 to 1230.. haiz no choice have to work.
Still need to do my assignments next week is submission date need to submit 2 assignments and I still haven start rendering. STRESS !!! 1 of my classmate told me if I want to do well need to give up either one of e choice. Should I or Should Not ???? :(
Ystd went to my BRO house and study, she's sick still not recovered yet better eat MEDICINE HORZ DONT BE LAZY !!! OR ELSE YOU WILL GET IT FROM ME... HAHAHAAHAHA
Who can told me how to forget a person ? haiz..
If time can turn back, I won't stepped in again.. I choose to give up on love...
BRO TAKE CARE OF UR HEALTH DONT OVERWORK AND TIRED URSELF !!!
Study hard and study smart !!!
zhen danced till dawn at 1:50 PM
zhen danced till dawn at 1:50 PM
你说不爱了
于是我就承担
不问我心里想的是相反
阳光很灿烂
我却笑不出来
他让我看清楚你已离开
我忍着悲伤和无奈
就躲在房间不出来
无法阻挡时间在快转
只能把爱藏在回忆深海
不想面对的是学着习惯成自然
我会把爱隐藏到谁都看不出来
大海在继续却与你无关
你说不爱了于是我就承担
不问我心里想的是相反
阳光很灿烂我却笑不出来
他让我看清楚你已离开
那动人完美的独白
没说完你就先离开
就算遗憾我也不推翻
只能把爱藏在回忆深海
不想面对的是学着习惯成自然
我会把爱隐藏到谁都看不出来
大海在继续却与你无关
这不是鸵鸟的心态
只是我还无法释怀
我还爱你再不会说出来
只能把爱藏在回忆深海
不想面对的是学着习惯成自然
我会把爱隐藏到谁都看不出来
大海在继续却与你无关
只能让爱离开回忆深海
不想面对的是只能学着习惯成自然
对你的爱寂寞让我却还在依赖
你要的幸福却与我无关
你要的幸福却与我无关
zhen danced till dawn at 1:42 PM
BRO MUST TAKE CARE YA !!! GET MORE REST : )
zhen danced till dawn at 10:56 PM
Finally, finished my 1st assignment for product visualisation, start to do 2nd assignment which hold a lot of percent more stress !!! Went to library and search for concepts of my assignment by right I already had some sketches that I drawn for my assignment 2 but get rejected by my lecturer :( said furniture is too simple and when doing rendering must be perfect eg : textures, colour blending and so on... ..
At first, I intend to draw bike, air craft, truck but in the end, I choose to draw jeep much more better cause most of my classmates drawing bikes so my lecture rejected. But, my lecture asked say e Jeep concept is okay with it.. Later need to start to sketch in A4 size paper first, tml need to let my lecture see den start rendering..
This few days, went to my bro and ky house and doing my sketches, finding research for my this assignment fun to doing work with them.. thanks bro and ky !!! hahahah..
I just hope everything will be fine, regretted on what I had done is just like let you making use of us like such a fool ! Seriously, now I think I'm a fool and why I can fall on you and trusted you till like spell a curse is like everything okay okay okay on what you say..
I really want to forget you althought for me is not easy to forget a person but..haiz.. thats all dont wish to like or love anybody its a kind of phobia to me !!! This is what I can say.. Just hope that you know what you are doing...
Now, I just want to achieve my goals can meet up with my BRO doing work together and going out with my friends jiu okay le...
BRO, GONNA MOVE ON YA !!! I believe you can cause YOU ARE MY BRO !!! hahahah.. BROTHERS !!! :)
zhen danced till dawn at 2:42 PM
