This coming friday, there's a chalet held at Paris Ris Downtown East celebrating yn, chris and my bdae in advanced. My actual date is 27 oct just celebrate in advance cause on 27 oct fall on weekdays which is tues so I don't think most of my friends can make it. But most probably, will be eating dinner with my family. Hahaha... Long time, never had dinner with them, most of e time, they busy working and I going out plus I'm working.
Recently, My own expenses spend a lot really broke nowdays, I wish everyday can work but can't. Haiz.. Chalet coming, and I still not enough expenses for me to use, my expenses really spend alot don't know how I going to earn it back now my bank also left not much. I just want to work and keep myself busy so that I won't think too much. :(
Every thing that I had done, isit wasted ? Hope is not wasted. I'm not desperate or what is just like I really care and concern about you. Am I worth for you to love ? I don't dare to ask myself this question too, I really don't have e courage anymore since last past few years happened. I'm get sick and tired of it why must I need to gone through this kind of feelings ? Always I'm e one who gets ? sigh..
zhen danced till dawn at 2:07 AM
