Memories... happiness locked up in a box...

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Today, I'm off but went back to my working place and do some work. I also waited for my friend till 8pm cos she knocked off at 8pm. After that, we went AMK and ate dinner at S11. We reached there ard 9 plus then we ate till 1o plus intend to go for a walk at AMK HUB but all e shops almost closed. But accidently, we saw our friends at MOS burger. hahaz.. We sat down outside and chat awhile, then me and friend went home first cos quite tiring.

Me and my friend, walked to e bus stop and my friend accompanied me to waited for e bus only waited awhile, e bus came. I reached home ard 11 plus.

Alots of things bothering me, it's not easy to woo someone that you love so much. What you done is still not enough ! If you not e person I love, I would became like this ! Maybe for you, my concern and care for you makes u irritating but I really care for u lots n lots ! I'm really don't know why u dont wish to let me care n concern about you ! I know you don't wish to hurt me, let me have a chance to be with you ! I waited for so long, all you need help will come and find me I don't want like this. My feeling really hurts ! What I done, is done you also won't apperciate it !

I want to study again ! study is better then working. Quite regretted that I quit poly, I really really hope I can get in poly and study again ! I want to prove it to myself that I can study in poly. I don't wish to let my parents down ! Hope next year I can get in poly !

zhen danced till dawn at 1:15 AM

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Yesterday, i really enjoyed with you guys very much especially YOU ! I never expected that u guys will brought e cake ! I'm really felt surprised and happy during that moment ! I REALLY LIKE IT VERY MUCH E PRESENT AND E CAKE !

This year my bdae , I had is very special especially is with YOU !
Althought that time, ur words hurt mi lots n lots but
My greatest wish is to be with you ! hope my wish will come true !

Yesterday, both of us sat down n chat during that moment what i told u is e truth
And I know, u also see mi became like this, everything I planned and done is FOR YOU !
Even thought, ur words hurt mi lots n my heart really pain, My heart is still always with you !
I can't afford to lose u !

All e things that i done is all for u, i really hope n wish that one day U will apperciate and e ANS is YES !

I asked myself, why everytime I cannot by ur side !
YOU KNOW MI VERY WELL !

zhen danced till dawn at 1:23 AM

Monday, October 13, 2008