hello ! I'm here to update my blog, today me and my friend went to suntect carl's jr and interview for part-time job. After interviewed finished, we sat down and ordered fish & chips and chocolate milk shake. After that, we went to MS and walked walked but nothing to shop.
Recently, I've had no appetite don't know why ! maybe I withdraw from my course. haiz...feeling sad n sometimes, I felt regretted that I has quit. But, every thursday , I can go back for my SW . YEAH ! feeling very happy ! can see ya guys ! hahaz...I really miss the time that we spent together ! Hope we can keep in touch forever ! take care !
I also don't know what to say now !
But i know that, if i never withdraw school I would be feeling down !
zhen danced till dawn at 11:27 PM
MISS YA GUYS ! U GUYS ROX ! MUACKZ !zhen danced till dawn at 10:39 PM
MY LIFE HAVE CHANGED ! WITHOUT YOU GUYS !
HAIZ : ( HOPE WE CAN STAY IN CONTACT !
zhen danced till dawn at 10:19 PM
Yesterday, is my last day from NP I had stop studying. Althought, I known my classmates only 1 month plus but I still miss them and the time that we spent together especially OUR LAUGHTER ! WE'RE UNITED ! MISS YA GUYS LOTS !
Especially, my CATS AND SW Friends ! I really treausre our friendship ! HOPE WE CAN CONTACT WHENEVER WE GO ! DO CONTACT ! TAKE CARE !
As for now, I'm intend to find a job first if have time I will study my maths ! Thinking of next year then re-apply again ! Suddenly, I cannot get use to it. But I really have no choice so I had choose to leave. I'm really my CA AND MY CLASSMATES ! FRIENDS !
So long never get to see you !
zhen danced till dawn at 3:45 PM
Since i get in poly, almost everyday very stress and also suddenly become no confidence in myself . I keep asking myself isn't i don't understand or ...... ? I suddenly feel very stress, nobody can help me what am I suppose to do ? I feel like quitting school and get really study the course that I wish to study. But I'm not sure whether my parents will agree or disagree about it, what i think is mostly they won't let especially my mum. haiz... really don't know what can i do now ? who can tell me ? I'm feeling totally lost and useless. Nobody, can understand my feelings NO ONE !
Nowadays, I felt very scared when going to school. Last time, in ITE i wasn't like that. WHY ?
zhen danced till dawn at 10:19 PM
I'm back to blog again, yesterday had a great day ! YEAH ! SO HAPPY ! yesterday is the first time that i ever had such a fun n enjoyable day. I went clubbing at MOS it's was so great and the music is fantastic. I went with my friends, we dance and laughed until like crazy. I cannot forget the moment that we had. Next mth, I must go again ! COOL ! thanks my friends !
Today, is MOTHER'S DAY I wish all the mum's HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !
Went out with family today and eating dinner with them. It's had a great time being with them. We invited our grandmum and also my cousins having a enjoyable day with them !
zhen danced till dawn at 10:01 PM
I am back to blogging again , this few days I been thinking alot of things about my studies what can I do ? Since when I studied in poly, I had been crying alot due to about my course ! WHO CAN HELP ME ? I hope one day, I can do all the maths ! But, still don't know when can I do it or maybe cannot do it. I'm very grateful to all my friends around me, they've encouraged me and asked me to continue studied. THANKS EVERYONE ! I WILL TRY MY BEST !
Tml still need to stay back for tuition until 330pm.
Next week, still have quiz. Haiz...still dont know whether that I can do it or not ! Who can tell me what's wrong with me ? Hope I can make it one day !
zhen danced till dawn at 11:11 PM
It's been quite long never update my blog cos busy and stress with my school work ! WHAT CAN I DO ! I'm very weak in my math , since when I'm young never had a chance to PASS MY MATHS ! Engineering course needs lots of maths , sometimes i asked myself whether I'm in correct path ? ? ? But, I hope is correct suddenly, in one shot I cannot cope with my studies I felt that I fall behind from others. Whenever have maths problems I cannot solve ! ! ! WHY ! WHY ! WHY ! In ITE, I also studied math but I can do. In Poly, I cannot do ! WHY ! Isn't I don't understand the concepts or I'm stupid ! HAIZ...cries suddenly don't have confidence in myself ! I willy but still cannot then cannot be help ! Stress in my studies !
Hope I can cope with my studies in this 3 years !
zhen danced till dawn at 4:18 PM
