Tuesday, February 26, 2008
So long never update my blog, cos i'm busy working nowadays . Today, I just taken my BTT i had my passed BTT. YEAH ! I felt so happy, yesterday night I was very scared and worried about my BTT.
Today, when I woke up I feeling nervous and worried. When the moment, I step in the room for my BTT my heart pumping very fast. But in the end, I MAKE IT ! YEAH ! When I know my result YOU ARE THE FIRST ONE TO KNOW !
I'M REALLY VERY HAPPY !
My daddy, today told me I CAN DO IT !
But, I'm still worried about it. My dad calm me down
THANKS DADDY !
You are my lovely father !
Althought, today having my BTT you not being with me
But I really happy that you send a wishes to me yesterday
And, you are the first one to know that I have Passed
In my heart, YOU ALWAYS BE THERE
I WILL NEVER FORGET ABOUT YOU !
You are always THE BEST AND SWEET IN MY HEART !
Until now, I still cannot forget and give up on you !
I WON'T GIVE UP, I WILL WAIT !
zhen danced till dawn at 8:03 PM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Time past very fast, today is the 10th day of chinese new year ! so fast now is already the 10th day still left with 5 more days CNY going to end ! This year CNY, I enjoyed alots from the 1st day until now. hahaz...I like the atmosphere during CNY most of my relatives and friends had came to my house ! I enjoyed chatting and playing with them. Althought only a few hours, but I'm still felt happy and enjoyable. I hope every year they all can come my house like this year. I'm really enjoyed alots. Thanks !
Just now, went to my training felt like no strength cos past 2 wks nv went due to CNY and my hand also injured not enough strength. haiz...The injury from last wednesday till now, I don't know what's wrong too maybe I hit on something or sprain my hand. It's really damn pain and it's internal injury more pain. Haiz...
Yesterday, went out with my friends and meet up for dinner feeling so great so long never talked and chatted with them. We went to Vivo and eat carl's jr me and my friends. Hahaz..we ordered carl's catch fish, we sat down and waiting for the crew to serve. While we waiting, we chatted happily and laughed loudly. It's damn loud..haha but I enjoyed alots. Thanks !
Now, What I want to said is :
I WANNA BE WITH YOU
But I don't think I have a chance
Even, if you don't love the person
I'm still don't have the chance
Am I right ?
Sometimes, I was asking myself
AM I REALLY NOT SUIT TO BE WITH YOU !
Althought, your feelings towards me is nothing
But as for me, my feelings towards you is like DEEPLY FALLING IN LOVE
DO YOU KNOW THAT ?
If I never know you, I'm will be still the same as last time when I'm in sec sch
IS YOU WHO GIVE ME THE COURAGES
YOU ARE THE ONE , WHO CHANGED ME !
That time, you asked me what makes you attracts me
Now, I can tell you that EVERYTHING FROM YOU ATTRACTED ME
NO MATTER HOW, YOU ARE STILL THE ONE !
7374~920
zhen danced till dawn at 11:58 PM
Friday, February 15, 2008
Yesterday, Valentine's Day just over i never go out yesterday cos don't feel like going out. If I go out, i think i won't be happy cos at the streets is full of couples. Haiz...
On wednesday night, I'm very happy that can see you althought at first the mood is not that good but in the end we still can went out and chat happily. I really enjoyed alot being with you everytime. IT'S A ENJOYABLE & MEMOMRABLE DAY !
I hope you will like the gifts that I GAVE IT TO YOU !
And you will know how I FEEL !
Everyday and Night, THINKING OF YOU !
I JUST CAN'T STOP DOING IT !
All, I want you to know that
In my heart, nobody can replace YOU !
As for you, is different right ?
In your heart, you are not with me
What I can said is : NO MATTER HOW ! I STILL WON'T GIVE UP ON YOU !
YOU ARE STILL THE ONE !
All along, you should know how I treat you !
Althought, sometimes I kept silent when being with you
BUT MY HEART IS WITH YOU !
I just don't have the guts to said it to you
And I know that, I'm not that good at entertaining you
You only listen to ONE PERSON !
What can I do ?
I just want to let you know to me
I REALLY DEEPLY FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU !
zhen danced till dawn at 2:10 PM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
2 more days, going to choose the poly and courses and now i'm still don't know which poly and courses should i go..haiz...STRESS AND CONFUSING !
2 more days, VALENTINE'S DAY COMING ! Still thinking what to buy ! a lot of stuffs to buy but don't know you will like it or not ! haiz... sometimes i went out, i saw people with the one they love i will start to think when is my turn but i think gonna be long AM I RIGHT ? OR MAYBE WON'T HAPPEN AT ALL !
Isn't the truth that i cannot spend the time with you ? This few days, I think you felt very happy cos u can meet with the one you love. As for me, i'm only have 3w (waiting, waiting and waiting)
WHAT TO DO ! STILL HAVE TO WAIT !
I really hope one day , you can accept me ! i'm always waiting for mirclae and chances for the day hoping that you will agree and accept ! you should know my feeling to YOU !
Everytime, seeing you and the one that you love I'm felt so hurt
I JUST PRETEND NOTHING HAPPENED !
YOU KNOW HOW HURT AM I ?
I asked myself to you am I a failure ! why i cannot win your heart ? no matter how hard I do not enough for you !
In my heart, 7374~920
3344~920
520
zhen danced till dawn at 3:57 PM
Monday, February 11, 2008
盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你伤的最深
我不忍我不能
别再认真
忘了我的人
离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问我不能
拥在怀中
直到他变冷
爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围
离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问我不能
拥在怀中
直到他变冷
爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围
爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围
zhen danced till dawn at 4:14 PM
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Yeah ! countdown to 2 more days, guess what ! CHINESE NEW YEAR ! hahaz...
Will be going to my grandmum house on the 1st day !
2nd day my relatives will be coming..so excited !
3rd day still the same, relatives coming and mostly will be going out
4th day friends coming..hahaz...
On thursday and friday afternoon
i'm damn happy...haha..especially on THURSDAY !
SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU !
I won't not forget the moment and time that we spent
FINALLY, CAN GO YOUR HOUSE AND..... !!!
I'M REALLY FELT HAPPY !
Althought was tired, but i'm really felt enjoyable and happy about it !
I won't forget THIS DAY AND DATE !
I WILL KEEP IT IN MY HEART AND MY MIND ALL THE TIMES !
YOU ARE DEEPEST IN MY HEART TRULY !
zhen danced till dawn at 1:42 AM
Saturday, February 2, 2008
31 JAN IS MY HAPPIEST DAY IN MY LIFE !
BEING WITH YOU THROUGHT OUT THE NIGHT ! YEAH !
I WILL NEVER FORGET !
zhen danced till dawn at 1:00 AM
