Thursday, January 31, 2008
This week almost everyday going out , tomorrow i think i will stay at home cos friday going out again. hahaz... CHINESE NEW YEAR COMING ! YEAH ! next week is the day that i will get to see my relatives feeling EXCITED !
Chinese New Year second day, my relatives will come my house and eat dinner...woah ! I like it ! cool ! I like the feeling of FAMILY GATHERING it's was great ! every year chinese new year i always spend my time on my relatives and we chat alot of stuffs. IT WAS GREAT !
Yesterday, i went to some places vivo, bugis, suntect , marina square and boat quay with my friends. REALLY ENJOYABLE ! have a great time with them.
As for today, i went to TM and J8 with my friend too...cos my friend wanted to have lunch at TM. Hahaz..we ate MAC for our lunch...dinner i nv eat at all cos no appeitte to eat ! haiz...but use to it already ...
Today when i woke up, GUESS WHAT ! SO SURPRISE THAT YOU CALLED ME ! i'm feeling very happy about it !
In my heart , YOU ARE ALWAYS THE FIRST PERSON THAT I ALWAYS SHARE GOOD NEWS TO YOU !
Last time, when you feeling happy with the one you...
I really breakdown is just that I hide my feeling in front of you
My heart breaks i just cannot accept !
But, in my heart that time YOU ARE STILL THE ONE !
NOW ALSO ! I WON'T FORGET ABOUT YOU !
1314
zhen danced till dawn at 12:54 AM
my side view ( i like it )
zhen danced till dawn at 5:29 AM
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Well, today i woke up ard 12 plus in the afternoon. I like to sleep...haha ! but this few days, I'm feeling no appetite to eat my lunch nowadays, i only ate 1 meal maybe i slept until very late that's why i don't feel hungry. I know is bad for gastric but what to do ! Just don't feel like eating ! WHY !
Just now, i had just finished study my BTT hope 1 time I can PASS ! I CAN DO IT ! Next week, is my friend turns to take BTT wish you good luck and all the best !
1 more week to go, Chinese New Year coming ! YEAh ! can get red packets i like it ! hahaz...Chinese New Year 1st day, is a MUST to go grandmum and grandpa house IT'S A RESPECT ! I will go every year ! So long, never get to see my relatives...hehe...
Finally, yesterday i had found the food that you like ! YEAH !
I really don't mind find it for you !
As long as you like or want it , I will find for you !
NO MATTER HOW !
I WILL FIND FOR YOU !
Hope you will like it !
I always think that I have done not enough for you !
No matter how i had try !
I always wait for a miracle or chance hoping that my dreams will come true !
In my mind, to me i have a passion of love on you !
1314
My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been through it before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...
Everytime seeing you wanting to leave
Yet i pretend to smile
How much longer must I endure hiding my frailness
If I speak now
How can I persuade you to stay ?
I really want to by ur side everytime and moments
zhen danced till dawn at 3:07 PM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
YEAH ! Today, is my happiest n memoriable day i will not forget. I was happy when i saw you and sit together in the cinema really damn happy. We watched THE MIST MOVIE, overall still okay not bad but the last part is damn lame. Hahaz...so far so good.
I just want to treat you, as long as you happy or the things that you want i want try my best to get for you no matter how ! AS LONG AS YOU LIKE IT I WILL BUY !
After watching movie, we went to long john sliver and waited for friend have a nice chat with you while waiting for friend. I really enjoyed alot being with you especially tonight ! ONLY ME AND YOU
HOPE YOU WILL KNOW ONE DAY !
MY FEELING TOWARDS YOU !
YOU ARE THE ONE !
THE POWER OF LOVE TO YOU !
zhen danced till dawn at 12:31 AM
Today i woke up ard 10 in the morning, cos need to go for my friend BBQ. I ard 11 plus den reached TPY and went to NTUC and brought the foods, snacks and drinks for BBQ. We stayed until 12 plus going to 1pm then we went off and brought the BBQ equipments. After that, ard 1 plus going to 2 reached my friend house and we ordered pizza. Taste was great ! I like it...haha f
Firstly, we cut the cake first after that then we ate pizza, I ate 2 slices of pizza actually I intend to eat 3 but quite full cos at night still have BBQ foods waiting for us to eat. Hahaz... We stayed at my friend house until evening ard 5 plus then we went to my other friend house again and took some equipment for BBQ. Ard 6 plus we reached East Coast Park and we walked to jetty there for fishing and BBQ. It's was cool and great. I like it ! We sat down and enjoy fishing and BBQ. Fishing must have patience, but today we didn't caught any fish..haha..funny rite...cos due to the wind. Next time must go there and fishing again !
CHINESE NEW YEAR COMING ! YEAH !
Please dont asked me again how's my holidays slacking at home.
Please respect my decisions.
I respect people, who respect me !
In my mind, I'm already attracted by you
Keep thinking about you !
Althought, I cannot always see you but my heart is all along with you and by your side
If you need me, I promise I will always by there for you everytime and moment
No matter, what I can do for you !
I will do !
No matter HOW !
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO I'M WAITING FOR !
zhen danced till dawn at 1:02 AM
what i have done for this morning, i woke up ard 8 plus in the morning cos need to consult chinese medical doctor, as in my leg injured. I ard 9 plus reached there and wait for awhile is my turn. The moment when i step in to the room, my feeling was worried abt my leg what will happened ? cos i always get injured especially my leg. Last time, i have already injured once now still injured again. haiz...:( HATE INJURES need to eat medicine I HATE TO EAT MEDICINE.
When the doctor start to acupoint my leg, althought quite scary i just relaxed myself won't feel any pain at all. Maybe, I always doing training I overstretch a lot of times that's why now become like that. I cannot walked that much it's feel hurt and pain it's just like will get more and more painful. I want to get recover as soon as possible or else I cannot go for my training. : ( I think tommrrow I need to rest at home. Haiz... NO FUN !
By right , tonight will be meeting you and other friends but last minute cancelled. HAIZ...SO SAD...I THOUGHT I CAN SEE YOU !
I did really enjoyed being with you all the times !
Nothing Gonna Change My Love For You
As long as I can see you , I will be happy !
I still remember when we had gone out on that day ,
It's really FUN ! ENJOYABLE ! HAPPY !
Keep on laughing , OUR LAUGHTER
I will remember it !
Wish and Hope that we can go out again !
FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART, YOU'RE THE ONE !
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling,
I would say to you and tell you
I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and you know,
I'd never let you go !
zhen danced till dawn at 7:54 PM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
well, yesterday reached home around 12 plus in the midnight. Yesterday is my happiest day that i ever had. YEAH ! YEAH ! YEAH !
nobody will know my feeling how happy i am yesterday. Watching movie with you and my friends !
Watched BODY 19 movie again, cos they wanted to watch. The movie quite scary...got 1 of my friend got fright...it's damn funny...hahaz..
But I did really enjoy watching movie with you !
I will never forget about yesterday !
All along is with you !
zhen danced till dawn at 4:35 PM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
thinking of you every day and night.
whatever i have done is not enough for you !
if you happy, i'm happy
your every movements means me a lots.
nobody will knows how i feel
i just want to let you know my feeling towards you
my feelings to you is very strong
for me , it's cannot be change
i will be waiting, until the day you said YES !
hope the days will come
althought, as for the time being you still cannot accept
in a meanwhile, wish that you can accept
let me share all your worries and thoughts
without you, my life is like a darkness
is YOU ARE THE ONE who changed me
i'm really mean it !
all it need is time and chances
that's all you need
i will be willing to do anything for you if you needs !
sometimes, i was thinking and wondering
isn't i'm not good enough for you ?
this answer only you can ANS it
nobody can tell
ONLY YOU !
if you happy, i'm happy
zhen danced till dawn at 1:11 AM
Countdown to 4 more weeks, CHINESE NEW YEAR COMING ! Feeling excited and happy cos can get hongbao. Haha...Today went out with my family and neighbour and brought clothes for new year. We went to Chinatown, it was pack and crowded with a lot of peoples, I have brought some clothes and pants it's nice and cool !!! I will wear it when during Chinese new year. After that, we felt quite tired and sat down have a drink then we went home. Around evening, 7 plus my family and I went out and eat dinner at bedok we ordered a lot of foods but we ate finished all. Heez...cos very hungry in the afternoon, I never eat and also no appetite. Nowadays, don't feel like eating that much. Haiz... CHINESE NEW YEAR COMING, YEAH ! I can drink... Sometimes, I was thinking why people won't respect your decisions. I have my own decisions whether I want to do or not. Just don't have the mood to work. So don't asked again why I'm not working.
Now, I feel like drinking and numb myself.
NO REASONS
Just want to do it, everyday and night keep thinking of you !
Wondering, How have u been ? What are you doing ? and so on...
From the moment, since I know you
My feeling tell me YOU ARE THE ONE !
No matter, how you changed or what you have done !
YOU STILL THE ONE THAT I KNOW !
I will never forget about you !
Totally, mesmerized by you
Seriously , ALL I NEED IS YOU !
ONLY YOU !
I WANT YOU !
zhen danced till dawn at 10:46 PM
Saturday, January 12, 2008
As for now , I feel like updating my blog. Yesterday, meet Linn at vivo we went to eat dinner at Carl's Jr. We ordered fish & chips , crisscuts and a small cup of drink because the drink is free flow. Hahaz...We stayed at Carl's Jr quite a long time until 7 plus then we go off. We went to shop and I had brought 2 things slippers and key chain. It's nice ! Finally, I have flip flop slippers... Hahaz...She also had brought a lighter it's nice too ! We stay at the shop quite a long time about half to 1 hour. Heez.. After buying, we wanted to find a seat sat down and chat, so we decided and went to the last storey. When on the way going up to the stairs, GUESS WHAT !!! ....Linn should know. What I'm talking about !!! And we sat down and chat a lot of stuffs. After that, we went to took bus and went home.
Okie, Now my feeling is like happy and moody.
In my life, I like the things or... I will treasure and won't give up !
Some, things can appeared in my dreams
On that moment, I really felt very happy and sweet.
When the moment, I wake up is just a dream I hope that my DREAMS will comes true !
Althought, It's very difficult to accept a person but I really hope give each others a chance.
Time , Moments & Memories should be kept !
zhen danced till dawn at 2:56 PM
Well, yesterday i went to TP open house it's was very crowded and pack of people I have decided to choose what course for TP. For TP, I choose Diploma in Aviation Management & Services heard from the students they said must get 3.9 hope I can get in this course. As for Diploma in Business Process & Systems Engineering and Diploma in Interactive Media Technology (NEW!) is at TP. But for IMT is more about 3D i was wondering whether can I get in this course is same as multi-media course but I'm not sure why in TP for the course is under school of engineering. Diploma in Aviation Management & Services is a good course I'm quite interested on it after hearing the students from TP. If study this course, it's has very good opportunities. At last for Diploma in Business Process & Systems Engineering also not bad I still considering, my friends this course not bad can study is more on systems thinking, integration and facilitation skills, which are so essential in today’s market environment.
After TP open house , I went to TM with my friend cos he need to buy books from popular. After that, I meet my friend then we went MS to watch movie called BODY #19. So far the movie, overall still ok. When we watched finished movie, we went window shopping and my friend brought quite a lot of stuffs. It's cool... Heez... After shopping, we went to MAC sat down and chat a lot of stuffs and we laughed very loudly, most of the people around us keep staring at us cos we like very HIGH ! We sat quite a long time, then we decided to walked to boat quay and we passed Fullerton Hotel we asked the price of buffet and dinner we decided to arrange some events at there. YEAH !!! But hope most of them can make it.
Now, althought I'm tired I don't feel like to sleep. Don't know why ?
Maybe Emo...haiz :(
But it's truth , don't know when I become like that ?
Only you will know, WHY !
All along , I wanted to tell u that but in the end I kept it to myself
Don't have guts to say it out
Until now, then I say it out from my bottom of my heart.
Always in my mind !
zhen danced till dawn at 2:03 AM
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
There goes again, yesterday I went to watched movie with my friends we watched National Treasure it's was a nice movie and quite funny. The story is about treasure hunter Ben Gates (Nicolas Cage) once again sets out on an exhilarating, action-packed new global quest to unearth hidden history and treasures. When a missing page from the diary of John Wilkes Booth surfaces, Ben's great-great grandfather is suddenly implicated as a key conspirator in Abraham Lincoln's death. Determined to prove his ancestor's innocence, Ben follows an international chain of clues that takes him on a chase from Paris to London and ultimately back to America. This journey leads Ben and his crew not only to surprising revelations but to the trail of the world's most treasured secrets. It's Cool...I recommand this movie to you all must go and watch it.
My life, without you I don't feel like doing anythings.
Without you I cannot do anything well.
Always keep thinking about you.
What I can said now, my feeling to you is different from others.
It's your heart I want
Hope you will know one day !!!
zhen danced till dawn at 1:45 PM
Well, yesterday and today staying at home and rest. Tommrrow for ITE students school reopen all the best to them for their studies. As for me, I'm still making a decision which poly and course should I study because there's have a lot courses that I want to study. Haiz...SO CONFUSING...
Next month, is my BTT for my driving license scared sia...Althought I have done practice through internet but still not sure whether the questions will be come out from there. MY friends said if I can do E-Trial test there wouldn't be any problems for my BTT. I agree with them. Thanks Guys !
As for now, my feeling is moody and somehow feel like crying when listening to sad songs.
Maybe I'm too emotion or thinking of.... ? I want to tell you that you're always in my heart and the memories that we spent together since I know you. You should know me well, if asked me to give up ! I won't..as long as you are happy I'm happy ! It's not easy for me to forget and give up on you ! I cannot do it...I hope you will understand what I'm trying to say.
zhen danced till dawn at 10:03 PM
Today is the 4th day of 2008, so fast that pass still have 8 more hrs is the 5th day of 2008, time pass faster and faster the clock is 24 hrs. Now, I taking a rest because just now i studying for my BTT at night then I will be contiune study again. Today weather not bad quite cooling, that's cool !
What I want to say now is I hope I can be with you but heart is all along with you every now and then I always kept it to myself. I just want you to know, you're always in my heart. You should know how much I'm really care and concern about you. All along my heart is with you it cannot be change for me. I cannot afford to lose you ! Having lose you I won't happy. I'm waiting for you all along since I get to know you is just that I kept it to myself. Hope you will by my side every time and moment I really wish to by ur side every moments. I will never forget you !!! This is my feeling to you for me I don't think can change. You are always in my mind !
zhen danced till dawn at 4:37 PM
Today is the first one of 2008, yesterday we went to esplande and watched the fireworks it's really very cool , nice and beautiful I have take video and photos I saw many different types of races they enjoyed very much with the fireworks. It was full pack of people and was crowded but it's very fun. I hope I can watched the fireworks with the person who's important in my life. I'm waiting, hope my dreams can fulfill. I cannot afford to lose you ! Yesterday, after watching the fireworks we went to Jalan Kayu, Selatar Airport and Selatar Reservoir the weather is windy I like it very much and it's quiet and peace and relax yourself. After that, we went to chong pang food centre and eat supper at yishun when we inside the car, we enjoyed the music and we chat a lot of funny stuffs. Hahaz.. When we reached chong pang, we ordered tea and noodles, the noodles taste not bad and 3 of us eat finished and we slacked at the coffee shop awhile, then we went to nearby 7 ELEVEN and brought chocolates. It's was enjoyable for yesterday ! I did enjoyed. At first, we thought we cannot make it because there's a flow of traffic on the road and no parking we quite worried and seeing the time passed minutes and seconds very fast. But in the end, we maked it... YEAH ! hahaz... I hope next year countdown for 2009 and go with the person that I'm waiting for.
zhen danced till dawn at 7:03 PM
