Sunday, December 30, 2007
Today i waked up very early during morning due to accompanied my parents and brother went to school and to took certificate. It's very tired ystd i slept ard 1 plus going 2am in the midnight, this few days, I don't have a chance to sleep late because almost everyday going out. After taking the certificate we went back home and rest for 1 hour then we went to temple with my parents and neighbour around afternoon we went to bugis and I brought some clothes and shorts for my casual wear cos i keep on wearing the same clothes so I intend to buy clothes...Cool...We reached home around 7 plus in the night cos we ate dinner outside when I reached home I sat down and watched TV channel 5 the show called MR & MRS SMITH I like this movie very much from it's started until the end. When it's shown on the cinema I still remember I went to watched alone. It's pretty good. Overall, I like this movie 100%...haa...Tommrrow is public holiday, after the holiday for pri sch and sec sch secondary sch students sch reopen for them. After all, they have enjoyed 2 months holidays time past very fast, tomorrow is the last day for year 2007, year 2008 coming is a new year for all of us must start afresh. I saw today straits times the news said that next year have a long weekend public holidays for all of us. That's great ! Can rest and relax going out with parents and friends. Yeah ! I still haven't watched I AM LEGEND due to no time and accompanied my family going out. Maybe next week, less people watching is much more better and not that crowded. Most probably i will watch alone. I wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR !
zhen danced till dawn at 10:08 PM
Saturday, December 29, 2007
You that I loved all my life long,
you are not the one.
You that I followed, my line or path or way,
that I followed singing, and you
earth and air of the world the way went through,
and you who stood around it so it could be
the way, you forests and cities,
you deer and opossums struck by the lonely hunter
and left decaying, you paralyzed obese ones
who sat on a falling porch in a deep green holler
and observed me, your bald dog barking,
as I stumbled past in a hurry along my line,
you are not the one. But you
are the one, you that I loved all my life long,
you I still love so in my dying mind
I grasp me loving you when we are gone.
You are the one, you path or way or line
that winds beside the house where she and I live on,
still longing though long gone
for the health of all forests and cities,
and one day to visit them,
one day be rich and free enough to go and see
the restricted wonders of the earth.
And you are the one, old ladies fated from birth
to ugliness, obesity and dearth,
who sat beside my path
one day as I flashed by. And you are the one,
all tumble-down shacks in disregarded hills
and animals the car on the road kills
and leaves stinking in the sun.
zhen danced till dawn at 5:57 PM
I just waked up, now I'm updating my blog althought yesterday I just update 1 post. So, now what should I do after upating my blog maybe have lunch after that around noon study my BTT. Yeah ! Haha...I hope I can do well for my BTT I told myself 1 time I must pass because a lot of my friends said it's better to pass at 1 time so that won't not wait until so long. My daddy also told that to me. Ya i agree. I will try my best and do well for my BTT. This coming monday dec 31 I will know my final year results hope I can scored 4As and get into poly for the course that I want. My friends around me from poly told me that it's quite stress with the project and assisgnment. Studies is like that, in ITE also the same actually I thought of going Navy but my parents said study first it's better. So that, if after finishing studies can get the salary more higher I thought of that too. Actually, I'm quite scared going to poly because I scared that I cannot coop on my studies, projects and assisgnments. I'm not that good in Maths. Haiz..What should I do ? Poly life and ITE life , it's not the same anymore. If get into poly, can I manage my studies ? In poly, also very difficult to get high GPA not like ITE. It's getting more and more difficult in studies. Now, I was confusing which poly I should choose SP,NP or TP. And the course also makes me confusing I must go poly open house and I will know.
zhen danced till dawn at 11:58 AM
Now I feel like updating my blog, because cannot sleep maybe I just now drunk ice coffee or I thinking of...? Haiz...I also don't know...just now in the afternoon, went out with peiwen and huanqing we go vivo. We having lunch at food court after that we go carl's jr and ordered 2 packets of large fries when we eating half way, we feel very full and today I keep going to toilet to do business maybe i ate wrong foods. Haha...I realised that when a person have found the one that HE/SHE like it's very difficult to forget and give up. It's really very difficult to make a person to forget all the memories and time that spent together. Without the person that u like won't really happy just felt that wish to by him/her side everytime and moment. As long the person happy u will feel happy and just will do anything for that person you won't feel any regret as long as you want that person to be by your side everytime and moment. This is what I want to said. When the first time, I saw that person I know you are the one. I just kept it to myself until one day my friend asked me then I told my friend. Now, I only can sliently by your side. What to do...haiz...:-( Hope that person knows what I really want. But I think is impossible...So I don't dare to think.
zhen danced till dawn at 2:11 AM
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Today, I waked up in the morning now feeling sleepy. I need to waked up early because need to go back to school and see my juniors rehearsal for the upcoming performance, overall not bad still can improved. Now, I want to said TIRED. Hahaz...But it's OK at least going back can dance. I only dance awhile after that, feel like not dancing because I felt that not really have the fun. I prefer last year with all my seniors always joke around. But now, still OK only not that as fun as last year. Haiz :( ...This few days, i really enjoyed myself a lots..when i saw my secondary school friends, my feeling was very comfortable like no worries and relaxing chatting with them. But I guess, it's very difficult to meet them out again because some of them are studying and working. The feeling when I meet them is like long lost friends. But although, last time in secondary school quite close to them but now also the same. In my secondary school life, only have a few best friends but in ITE is difficult I make friends with different type of character and attitude. My coughing feeling better, at least have appetite to eat not like last 1 week no appetite just feeling very tired and sick. But now I feeling better so happy. Haha...I don't like to fall sick because need to eat medicine especially when coughing the taste of the medicine YUCKS ! Wish that I don't fall sick again. Countdown to 5 more days, I will know my final year results my feeling quite worry and nervous. Year 2007 going to end, 2008 coming who want to go for countdown ? I want to go because can enjoy the fun and fireworks. I'm sure on DEC 31 sure have a lot of people in the town and Sentosa. So long, never been to Sentosa feel like going there and see the Song of the Sea. Last time, when i went to Sentosa is on May 07 that time went there to suntan at Siloso Beach. Yesterday, my computer get virus need to reformat all my songs and data are lost need to re-download again. Haiz...I still haven't watched the movie called I AM LEGEND I want to watch maybe tomorrow go and watch by myself first after that then meet my friends, because most of my friends won't not watched that kind of movie. Hahaz...But I find it's really very intersting. Heez...
zhen danced till dawn at 7:28 PM
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
This few days , I enjoyed very much because going out and have fun with my long lost secondary school friends. :) we went a lot of places this few days, on 24 dec i went to my friends house for Christmas Party it was cool and I really have fun with them after that, I went to orchard and met my friends, we went to Party World and also count down for Christmas, I felt very happy when I saw them because very long time never see each other. On 25 dec, I went out with my ITE classmates. Today, I went out with my Secondary School friends again, hahaz...we went to Mount Faber Park, we walked until very tired and it's really very far like climbing the Bukit Timah Hill...Haaz..We walked and chat, and laughed until very funny. Hahaz.. When we were walking, there has a lot of files my friend very scared it's really very funny when I saw his reaction. Hehez... We sweat quite a lot and walked until very tired and thirsty. But overall, I enjoyed it. After we went Mount Faber Park, we went to shopping centre and enjoyed the air-con and finding places to sat down and drink because it's really very thirsty. We sat down, and chat about our past years stuff it's really damn funny we laughed the loudest. Haha... After that, we go window shopping and make fun with each others. Because, my friends need to go off early to eat dinner with their friends. So, I also go off early and I went home. But today, I really enjoyed a lot. Heez :)
zhen danced till dawn at 8:06 PM
Monday, December 24, 2007
亲爱的宝贝
感谢你给过的一切
我们的誓言
已经没人再去纪念
我曾经以为
幸福会陪我直到永远
怎么在转眼的瞬间
你已经不见
只要再一遍
让我看你最后一眼
你的眼神
牵动我的灵魂
可否再一遍
让我感受你的体温
你的笑容温暖我的世界
某月某一天
你带走我给的一切
你把梦打碎
展现你的永不后悔
我曾经以为
我们的手会握到明天
哪知道转眼的时间
你已经走远
take me away and take my love away
没有你的夜晚是蒙昧
i'm miss you baby i wanna kiss you again
别对我说你看不见
zhen danced till dawn at 12:27 PM
HO HO HO ! Today is Christmas Eve, get ready to enjoy the public holidays for tommorrow. Hahaz...Today I waked up at 7 plus in the morning, and yesterday i slept around 3 plus in the midnight because cannot sleep due to my coughing, keep on coughing and coughing it's really very painful. No appetite for me to eat just feel like resting. But today, is Christmas Eve I feel like going out. Who want to go out with me ? Heez... Yesterday, I ordered Canadian Pizza, Wa...the taste was great because we yesterday celebrating Christmas and we drink whiskey. Good ! We ordered the flavour : Hawaii Classic and Turkey Turkey Pizza. One person eat 3 slices but i ate 4 slices because my brother cannot eat finished. Hahaz...countdown to 8 more days, I will know my end of year results hope i can scored well in my GPA and high grade. Just now in the morning, my daddy told me that now don't worked first, just focused on studies and my own things first. I was wondering, why my daddy telling me this ? Maybe, he want me to really focusing on my studies. But I will, try my best and study hard to let my parents happy for me. I will not my parents down. I must study hard and work for it to achieve my goals !!! Tommorrow, is Christmas maybe I will be going out with my friends from ITE, so long never see them. Hahaz... I really enjoyed my life in ITE, I won't regret to have such a nice and caring friends all along in ITE. Thanks guys ! Merry Christmas !
zhen danced till dawn at 10:23 AM
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Today I waked up around 10am in the morning, feeling fresh. hahaz...This few days, I keep coughing and coughing until my lip very dry. Haiz... Hope can cure faster, coughing is really very painful. Althought, I never eat any medicine because I don't like the taste. Now having holidays, most of my friends are working now I think only left me who never work. Even, If I never find a job, I know people will said I'm lazy to find a job. But for me, I don't really bother althought now is holidays, it's right to find a part time job to work and have savings. But I perfer do the things that I like. I rather focus on my BTT first after that FTT then practical. Better then working, because if work sure no time to study for my BTT. In future, still need to work but I know that now if work part time job will gain some experience. Chances are very high for you get a job next time. But I perfer that next time when after finishing studies then work is better. At least, you don't need to worry about the studies and so on...Now, going to rain soon because from my house I can see that the weather have changed to dark. I still don't know whether at night still going out or not because my friend will confirm with me again. But I hope today can meet. I was wondering, why feeling on each other is very difficult to changed ? People will changed suddenly, you would not know. You don't wish the person changed, but really changed. I hope everytime and moment can by your side !!!
zhen danced till dawn at 3:08 PM
Friday, December 21, 2007
Today weather is sunny, I waked up at 7am in the morning because need to accompanied my brother to register for new Secondary School. The Secondary School is nice and quite windy not bad. Hahaz... After registered, actually want to buy the textbooks but a lot of people buying so we changed our mind decided tomorrow or other days to buy. Today afternoon, mostly I will be staying at home and take a rest because this two days I waked up very early. At night, I still need to go for dinner. Heez :) Santa Claus says : HO HO HO...Christmas coming. Hahaz...During Christmas Eve and Christmas where should i go or maybe stay at home celebrate ? During this two days, everywhere and places sure full of people celebrating especially Orchard. Christmas Eve, is better to go Orchard to countdown for Christmas because that place is crowded and will have fun spraying the foam. I still remember last year Christmas Eve, My neighbour and I went to Orchard and get sprayed by the other people. Hahaz.. but it's really very fun. Yawn...Feeling sleepy, later I will be taking a nap so DO NOT DISTURB...Hehe...Time past very fast, our age get older and older, must start to think about your future and career. Wish everyone Merry Christmas !!!
zhen danced till dawn at 10:27 AM
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Today surprisingly that I waked up very early in the morning ard 7 plus, but yesterday I slept around 1 plus going to 2am in the midnight. hahaz...wake up early feeling fresh not so tired. Today, keep on raining almost whole day the weather was cold but I like it. Just now, I went to catch a movie with kailin we watched Alvin and The Chipmunks it's very nice and funny. I like the song sang by Chipmunks their voice very cute. Hahaz... Now, waiting for the movie called I AM LEGEND coming soon this Tuesday is the day of the movie sure pack of people are watching. Mostly, the first day of the movie show a lot of people I think I will wait until the next day or the day after then watch, maybe I watch alone. Hahaz...Watching movie alone is quite fun and also won't get disturb my people. I got watched movie alone before althought is bored but it's ok with me. I realised that in life, family and friends are very important if you don't have any of them you will regret in your life. When you grow older, you will know who are the friends that can trust and who are not. As for me, Now I really enjoyed my life a lot better then when i'm in Secondary School. Family are always be there and by your side for you. Friends are when you need helped they will tried their best to helped. I'm really happy with what I have now. Especially, the person who changed , encouraged, cared and concerned about me. I will never forget about you !!!
zhen danced till dawn at 9:13 PM
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Tml is public holiday , YEA!!! but if go out sure will pack of people because most of the people don't need to work due to Hari Raya. I will be watching movie tomorrow hope that will not have a lot of people. But i don't think so...hahaz...today i went to popular and brought sudoku it's fun i like to do cos can trained my mind. Now, a lot of movies is out most of the movies are nice and interesting. I waiting for the movie called I AM LEGEND i have already saw the trailer it's pretty good my idol Will Smith. Hahaz...He's cool and his acting very good. He have acted a lot of movies and show. The story that he act for I AM LEGEND is that he's a brilliant scientist, but even he could not contain the terrible virus that was unstoppable,incurable and man-made. Somehow, immune, Nevillie (Will Smith) is now the last human survivor in the NEW YORK CITY. But he is not alone. He is surrounded by infected victims of the plauge who have mutated into carnivorous beings who can only exist in the dark and who will devour or infect anyone or anything in their path. Wa...I like it..It's cool...haha...After the movie had shown, probably will have VCD/DVD i want to buy and watch it again. Year 2007 going to end, Year 2008 coming, hope everyone will be doing fine and all the best on what they do. GD LUCK !!!
zhen danced till dawn at 5:54 PM
Now I'm having holiday mood, at home studying my BTT. Hope 1 time i can pass my BTT i must pass to get FTT. After that is practical, heard from my friend that quite difficult but i will try my best. Haha... But now i having abit of dry cough and also sore throat haiz :( i don't like to fall sick because it's very painful keep coughing but hope can recover faster. On 31 DEC, i will know my final year result hope i can get Gd GPA and Gd grade. 2 years past very fast i have already graduated from ITE i missed the time that I spent along with my teachers and friends. They really very nice to me. Especially, is my teachers I'm very grateful to them they teached me alot,encouraged and supported me. You all are my beloved teachers. Thanks !!! This Thur, is public holiday will be watching movie. But still not sure about the time slot i will go and check about it. Tml have dance practice, but i won't be going back because i have something on. Sorry Guys !!! Hm..maybe next practice i will go back but not confirm first cos I'm not sure whether I'm free or not. Nowadays, the weather very cold cos keep on raining at night can feel the coldness...haha...but at least is better then hot weather. I realised that reading newspaper is very important you also will improved your English, knowledge and about today news you will know about it. It's very important. Now, I'm already started to reading newspaper hope it will not too late for me. Heez.. I think i will stop here, i will update when i'm free...
zhen danced till dawn at 12:49 AM
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
hello ! now's dec season, almost everyday rains weather very cold...ystd i slept ard 3 plus in the midnight cos cannot sleep i also dont know why i cannot sleep...haiz...morning i wake up at 7am cos need to bring my bro to child care is very tired...after that, i ard 9 plus sleep until 3 plus in the afternoon, really damn tired. Today, i feel moody, cos something can cause mi to no mood and i really cried when i saw the msg...what to do but i will wait..haiz...hope my wish can come true...haiz..tml have dance practice i think i will be going but still not confirm cos if go back also nothing to do what i can said is just go back and look around. Nowadays, there is no fun on it. I realised that it's very diffcult to forget or give up on a person. Christmas coming, i also dont know where to go to celebrate maybe orchard...haha..sure have alot of ppl at there during christmas.heez...who want go out with me during christmas ??? haha...if want must tell me cos i also wan to celebrate with you guys...haha...on dec 31, i will know my final year result hope i can do well and get in to poly...
zhen danced till dawn at 7:00 PM
Monday, December 10, 2007
我想我已开始有点疑惑
好像被他说中些什麽
难道已经没有别的选择
只能乖乖的束手就策
难过的是我们做了选择
是对是错谁也没把握
如果要我放手才能获得
为何在我心中 有舍不得
看着你要走 还装着笑容
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口 如何挽留
感情这条线 注定只能这麽远
不敢相信已经来到终点
想你爱他必定多一些
我们之间不可能再回到从前
我还傻傻画着 幸福线
看着你走远 还继续装笑脸
掩饰折磨我能撑多久
如果现在开口 怎麽挽留
感情这条线 注定无法延长一点
你已不在 而我何时才清醒
相信一切都是命
不曾放弃你 我不会说什麽
默默的承受 像个男子汉
看着你要走(看着看着你要走)
还装着笑容(多麽多麽笑容)
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久(还要撑多久)
如果现在开口(现在开口)
如何挽留(如何挽留)
感情这条线 注定只能这麽远
看着你要走(woo～)
还装着笑容(We will carry on)
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久(knowing there were words I've never said baby)
如果现在开口(现在开口)
如何挽留(如何挽留)
感情这条线 注定只能这麽远(Let the words remain unsaid)
zhen danced till dawn at 2:46 PM
哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
zhen danced till dawn at 2:39 PM
